It has been found that there was never anything wrong with you!
From the first moment there has been nothing wrong with you. You were not born in sin. It was never your destiny to get tangled up in all that junk. There was never anything fundamental that was missing from your life. You just imagined it. Some tried to convince you that you were not good enough. In your innocence and without thes obvious evidence to the contrary you believed it.
So you spent all those years trying to fix yourself up, purify yourself and perfect yourself. You went after power, wealth, fame, and even enlightenment in order to prove your worth as a "me." You compared yourself to other versions of “you” and you always felt inferior or superior and everything became so exhausting trying to reach those unattainable goals, trying to live up to an image you didn't even honestly believe in longing for a deep rest. for you.
But, you were always perfect, you see… from the beginning. Perfect in your complete imperfection. Your imperfections, your quirks, your flaws, your follies, your unique and irreplaceable flavor is what has made you so lovable, so human, so real, so open to any interaction. Even in your imperfection, you were always the perfect expression of life, the beloved son of the universe, the most complete work of art, unique in the world and deserving of all the riches of life.
It was never about being a perfect “me”. It was always about being perfectly Here, perfectly Now, perfectly you, in all your divine strangeness.
"Forget that offer of perfection," so Leonard Cohen sings. “There is always a crack in everything. This is how the light penetrates.”
Jeff Foster