Just to finish I want to tell you this metaphor that I don't remember where I took it from or someone told me.
God created the donkey and told him:
You will be a donkey, you will work tirelessly from sunrise to sunset carrying weight on your back, you will eat grass, you will not have intelligence and someone else will mark your destiny, you will live 60 years.
The donkey replied: Lord, I'll be a donkey but living 60 years is too many for me, please give me just 20 and... God granted it to him.
God created the dog and told him: you will be a dog, you will take care of the house of men and you will eat the bones that they give you, you will live 20 years.
The dog replied, Lord, I'll be a dog but living 20 years is too long for me, give me just 10 and... God granted it to him.
God created the monkey and told him: you will be a monkey, you will jump from tree to tree doing funny antics. You will be funny, you will live 20 years.
The monkey replied: Sir, I will be a monkey, but living 20 years is too long for me, give me just 10 and... God granted it to him. 
Finally, God created man and woman and told them, you will be a man, the only rational being on the face of the earth, you will use your intelligence to overcome other animals and nature, you will dominate the world and you will live 20 years. 
The man replied: Sir, I will be a man but living 20 years is too short for me, give me the 40 of the donkey, the 10 of the dog and the 10 of the monkey and... God granted it to him.
For this reason, man now lives 20 years as a man, then marries and lives 40 years working and carrying all the weight on his back, leaving his destiny in the hands of other people. Then he retires and lives 10 years as a dog, taking care of the house and eating the leftovers and then, as an old man, he lives 10 years as a monkey, jumping from one son's house to another's, doing funny antics to amuse his children. grandchildren.
This is the reality of some lives, not yours!
I don't know what you want for your life, but I do know that today could be the first day of your new life.
Maybe this day is the opportunity to make the changes that your life deserves, all those dreams that you have thought to make them come true, maybe this is your moment or stay as you were, that is up to you.
There is a maxim of Eastern philosophy that says:
“When the student is ready, the teacher appears”
Maybe this is your moment, maybe this is your opportunity, I don't know what you want, but that is your responsibility, just remember that your results are yours alone, because you are the only one responsible for your life. 

The results are inevitable!